A Public Apology and Retaliation

Well, it seems my last post seems to have infuriated a large number of people, not least my father. I would like to take this opportunity to apologise to those I have angered by mistake, especially my dad, whom I have recently told I hold no hard feelings against anymore.

I would also like to say that the experience that happened to me whilst I was in Jodhpur was totally subconscious, as in, I couldn't seem to control what I was feeling or thinking. They are in no way necessarily how I currently feel at this time in my life. To me, it seemed merely a flashback to how I felt at that time. It does not neccesarily reflect how I feel now. It seemed more like a journey back to those events and how I felt emotionally when they happened. It would not have been a weird experience, as I said, to me if I still felt that way. That was what was so strange about it. That past emotions came with the memories.

Finally, if some of you do not like what is in my blog, then you can stop reading it. I am not forcing you to do so. I, like all the rest of you, have my freedom of speech to express how I feel and what I say, and none of you have any right to deprive me of that. So in frank, you can f*ck off if you don't like what's in here. For once in my life, I'm doing something I've been dreaming about for a long time, travelling and expressing my thoughts. I will not let you try to handle me in your way over these distances. You do not have any hold over me. And before any of you reply to this statement, it was meant for those who know who they are (not you dad!).

So again, I am sorry to both my parents, especially my father, whom I did not mean to anger. I do love you, and hope that you understand what I mean.